@puppygirlhornypost2 I had similar thing with, when I was figuring out I was a girl I had like "ok but why didn't i have any women friends as a child" and like
idk maybe because society and everyone around you forced the boxes of how you are supposed to behave and befriending a girl back then was basically seen as an dating indicator even tho u are just children and it was basically manufactured to seem awkward in the brain